A LETTER : DEAR HUSBAND,
YOU LOVED ME DIDN’T YOU??
i was just a simple girl next door,you just came up like a shot in the dark!
never met any other guy in my past,you came to meet my parents like a bravado convincing them that you will saveguard me!
your bravura instilled in their heart a postulation that you would be a bulwark in my hardtimes.
YOU took me to a far-off land ,to a land i was unheard of!
with my pipe dreams,i had created a rainbow like mental picture.
I was just 20 when things happened to me! YOUR janus face started to show shades of grey. MARBLES of my dreams started fading,for no good reason you started abusing me, your aberrant demeanor was brutish.EVERYDAY i tried to find the reason of your diabolic image which i saw every night.
i tried to give to this relation a new sunshine smile everyday! tearing up every step again but, my life in solitude.
I started realising what i wanted in my life gradually, i was an uncharted piece of nameless art in this “BIG BON-TON WORLD”,I started realising my essence of being, i started feeling ‘MYSELF’. I used to look at myself everyday and used to encourage myself. After i started loving myself ,ALL MY TEARS became my strength.
I know MR. HUSBAND you never wanted me to fly so high,but my life just sprouted and just like, a caterpillar changes to an alluring butterfly, I was completely changed , was going prettier each day and u MR. HUSBAND, i was sure u’ll be alone after sometime and you will find yourself sitting in a BAR with some of your old friends saying all those repeated lines again and again with nothing much left in you !
i am sure i’ll achieve my dream,i know how to handle every thing now.I have a certificate of handling the most shitty person ever!
Ps: MR. HUSBAND thank you for making me realise ?