For every time you hurt me,
I felt myself losing sanity.
Not once did I think that you didn’t deserve it,
always blamed it on me.
As the years went by,
I looked at myself differently.
Every time I got hurt,
more numb I became,
to feel something felt unnatural,
negativity engulfed me.
And I thought we all got our happy endings,
and a prince comes to see,
but the ugly truth haunts me,
and forbids me to see,
All I wish for is my happy ending.
Thinking the next one,
would see the real me.
And now I’ve lost myself completely.
I see no reason for him to look at me.
So lost into my own li’l world,
I can’t differentiate, maybe, that’s me?
Every time I writhe in pain,
I become more difficult for me to see.