Empty and Aimless is what you feel sometimes.Regardless of all the motivational aspects you must have earned,this is what you feel Aimless…
You wonder where is the person,who used to bust his head and brains out for his/her dreams/goals?What has happened to that person and where the hell is he/she?Why is the spark within you, extinguished?Why does this,once courageous heart cannot sustain the winds of uncertainties?’You are left clueless,lost in the ‘realm of confusion’.
In your quest of ‘whatever’,you wander off far beyond the friendly pastures.The gentle breeze which once teased you,making you feel shy of your innocence.The fragrance of a Rose which reminded the beauty around you while the tall mountains which challenged and intimidated you,now do not lit the spark within you. The wise ones say ‘Bitter experiences make a rude or else a sweet person‘ but in your case it has made you neither.Sometimes you feel like you are just a walking artefact of flesh and bones,forgotten your purpose,scudding the path towards nowhere.
The sleepless nights that you spend,brings back the whole episode of fruition.Fruition about the things you should’nt have done,the mistakes you would have avoided,the dreams which you should’nt have seen.
Is this a rudiment of another unusual experience or a kind of longing for your own Lost-self?Answer to this,will not be found in perfidious elements around you but by a silent conversation with yourself,as it is only in the depths of silence,the voice of your conscience is heard.
-Cyrus