The day was a uncharted heck of its own ways….yet a beautiful one ..It rained heavily out there .I am sitting at my favorite place with a MED-CHEM book in my hand ;feeling fresh chilled bounces of air on my face…The day had its share of weirdness in its usual yet special ways but it got some more when this thought struck me ..
It is almost in-dutiable that all of us had the perks of having crushes in our “yet remaining” lives…But don’t you think something has changed about the current crushes compared to the old school time crushes.I feel the spark has changed or our hearts have taken a different route…Let me take you to the joyous ride with your minds rolling back..
Remember that neighbor crush…how you used to run through all the windows of your house just to catch the glimpses in every possible angle….how you used to stare at his window watching lights to go down… Is he awake.?? How long will he and why..?? ..placing the study table in direction of his glasses.
When it will struck 6 and he will be out on his bicycle with his friends for his football matches….those terrace trips where you used to stand for hours..just in case he come to his & you trying to pretend tat you are not staring…
Remember that school crush… just as u get on the school bus your eyes scan till end within seconds to check whether he is there or not ….and how the heart skipped a beat when eyes met….And if he is not there still you hope that somehow he missed the bus & will be there in school…..How your friends used to nudge at you when he was around …such an ineffable feeling it was if you get his notebook or he took yours to copy those silly homework’s…
And if you were a little more lucky then go a little more back..
Remember that writing names on benches ,playing FLAMES ,teasing others with a fuming heart because you have the crush yourself,just to get teased back…
I still remember my crush…we used to sit on same benches during exams..we used to cheat so innocently..me good at spellings and he at RATTAFICATION….that time the crush only meant passing by his house and pulling down the car glasses just to watch his house or wave at him in case he is present..
I want to go back to the times ..i really want to..dont you..??
If yes then just give a check to your watch and go back to the times and count how many did you had..??… does the heart feel that spark even now… iam waiting for mine….i want someone to give that twitch to my heart again..the same one..the beautiful one..!!!!
By anu…